Dear Shana,

I'm sad...

:(((

was it only just a dream for you???...

slgdkfg

Hoping to get better,

Jono

Dimming light.

Dear Shana,

It was close,

Yeah,

you could say I was jealous,

but hey, can't blame 'em

Okaaay,

Some randomness,

PIRATES 4? OSM. PURE OSMNESS

The mermaid thing was great, even if the love story was somehow corny (no offense, but it really was, in a way ...)

What happened to the religious guy anyway?? XD

And what about angelica??

shkhgskldfgh

One more thing, originally I thought that Johnny Depp's gayish way of running was the mannerism of ONLY his Jack Sparrow character portrayal, since he was a bit of a loon.

But after watching The Tourist, HAHAHA,

well, no need to explain.

Still, Depp is the most flexible Hollywood actor I could ever think of,

He can be a crazy ol' pirate,

a crazy ol' factory owner with a high-pitched voice,

a mathematician who would do anything for his love,

a serial murderer,

and even a lizard.

lsdfgldfjgldjg

well, that was pretty much it.

Hoping for Pirates 5,

Jono

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Dear Shana,

I deleted the post earlier.

coz my conscience kept bugging me.

*ETERNAL SIGH*

sometime in the afternoon, after our oath-taking, I had the sudden urge to go online.

but I didn't open my FB due to, yeah.

So i kinda...

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I couldn't tell people how much it hurt..

I was scared.

I'm beginning to feel like Jack.

Sure he had himself, and he liked its company

and he solves problems with the help of himself

but,

This is reality,

I can't clone myself so I can build a pyramid of myself.

I felt more and more alone

guess it was time for me to move on without 'em

seeing that they don't seem to remember anymore.

It felt like they had already whooshed by..

and it hurt.

reading that made the wound open up much bigger.

it replaced the original "the most hurtful thing anyone has said to me"

which is "wala kang wala kang kwenta/you're useless/you're nothing"

and it even came from someone who had meant allot to me.

time to cut this nonsense HAHA :P

Truly yours,

Jono

Dear Shana,

From now on, this is my "occasional" diary.

I possibly can't write her on a regular daily basis, but I'd try.

and I'm calling her "Shana".

Today, was the day of our Oath-taking. Since I won the position of Asst. Treasurer for the student council in our degree program organization, I got to be assigned tasks concerning money.

LOTS OF MONEY!!!

So yeah, since the oath-taking is the first ever project of the newly elected G.E.M.s officers,
we were assigned along with the class officers to different preparation committees.

I was the HEAD OF THE FOOD COMMITTEE

Yeah, it was the hardest of 'em all by the way XDD

hahaha :P

So before anything about it began,

I was at the jeep, headed to the train station.

when suddenly, the jeep came to a halt, and a girl went aboard.

she was wearing a black polo, the top three buttons undone, tucked in a short skirt, similar to
those office ones, colored with different shades of green and high-heeled white sandals.

she had radiant white skin, and a somehow "manly" build, maybe because of the shoulders,
which are pretty broad, or maybe it was because of the shirt.

Also, her somewhat "fatty" body gave me that impression. Don't get me wrong, she was sexy,
I said it that way because I can't think of anything else to say. Anyway, let's get back.

she had a nice triangular-shaped face

her cheek bones were positioned to give her face a smooth and somehow fierce look

she had thin lips, the kind that suit the silent types, lined with lipgloss that gave out its pinkish nature to contrast her skin

she had a nose with regular length, ending at a thin nose bridge adding to the look that may give the impression that the person is the serious type.

and lastly, her eyes, they were somehow the type that would say "rawr". they were pointy, and her lashes were mascara'd to a nice curve

and finally framed behind oval-shaped pair of full-rimmed glasses,

you could say she looked secretary-ish

I admit that I tried to peep through her undone shirt, but only to get a better look of
her curves. And unfortunately, I couldn't

I couldn't tell if she was perfect in terms of physical appearance because of that.

I ended up staring at her until I got off the jeep, of course there were intervals that I'd look away so people wouldn't say that I was a pervert or something.

I wasn't perversing at her, it wasn't like that. I just know how to appreciate beauty,

and it was ALOT of appreciating.

at one interval I noticed with my peripherals that she glanced at me, she must've noticed that I was staring at her most of the time, and gave a shy roll of her eyes, the type that girls would do when she notices someone looking at her

after I got off, she rode on another jeep, so it was goodbye,

for now...

yeah, it's pretty long now, so I guess I'll end it here


Waiting for my turn,

Jono

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I don't know why,

but I really felt mad that time.

something in my mind told me it was fine, that it was just nothing,

but something else told me that she had no right.

and something else was right.

she could've told me in the first place.

reasons should always come with asking permission.

my birthday is almost here.

yaaay. :|

nothing really happens. no one cares.

I have to hide this one. just smile.

Earlier I was really excited to go online to talk with everyone again, but yeah.

seemed like no one really cared whether I am or not.

I greeted a nice "hello" and "konbanwa" to everyone.

but no one kinda noticed.tsk.

well, life has already been like that for me for the past 15 years.

no one does.

and it seemed the only person who would cared for something else.

I thought it was a sign of appreciation.

but yeah, people think wrong. Like I did.

she needed it for something at school. yeah. here ya go.

wow.

happyhappy day.

goodnight.

GUSTO KO SUMIGAW

Alam mo ung usual routine ko na gusto kitang pangitiin? UN UN EH.
..
TAPOS BIGLANG GANUN!?!??!
..
SHUT THE FUCK UP!??!
..
okay.
..
ansaya din eh.
..
kaylangan pala ganun. tas magpaparinig ng ganun??
:(((

hindi ako nangiiwan noh... ayoko mangiwan...

masmasaaket...

ibang-iba na kase eh..

hindi na talga katulad ng date..

FIRST POST BY THE REAL OWNER OF THIS BLOG.

Hello there, this is MY first post.

My name is, nah you don't need to know it.

since I don't wanna make an introduction, I'm just gonna tell you some of the things that happened to me in the past few days..

Last night, I cried three times because of an Adam Sandler movie,,
I think everybody's familiar with it, it's called "Click"

The movie is about a mediocre guy, with a mediocre family and a mediocre life. But he was stuck between the conflict of choosing between his work and his family. He loved his family so much, and he thought working more and spending less time with them was the best way to show it. One time, he got sick of all the confusing remote controls and went to a Bed, Bath and Beyond store in hopes of finding an universal remote control. He then got tired of looking and lay in one of the beds in the "Beds" section and when he looked up, he saw a sign at a door saying "Beyond". He went in there and found a Guy that looks like a failed excuse of an Albert Einstein look-alike, which is Christopher Walken (he does look like an Albert Einstein in all of his movies). The guy, named Morty, offers him a universal remote, one that controls his universe, for free, and then instantly, his life became better, or so he thought...

I cried on three different scenes:
- The second time I cried last night at this movie, was when he just figured out his father died...
He tried to use the remote to rewind to the moment he died, but he can't. Because he wasn't there. So instead, he rewinded to the last time he saw him.
He saw himself sitting in a chair, doing work while on autopilot (it's what happens to you when you fast forward, being on autopilot means that you are unaware of what happened, but you can always rewind back to it.), his son comes in, showing his brilliant designs, which apparently not brilliant enough for autopilot adam sandler.
Then an old man comes in, offering the boys to a "Boy's Night out".
Adam Sandler disagrees, said he was busy. But the old man was stubborn, saying that if he would come, he'd show him the secret to the quarter trick (The trick coin thing). Autopilot Adam shouted at his father, saying that he had always known the stupid trick. The old man was saddened when he left autopilot adam's office, with watery eyes. With tears running down his cheek, real Adam walks to his father who can't see him. Saying that he loved him, and will miss him so much.
T~T
- The third time was the last part, he was at the wedding reception of his son when he suddenly had a heart attack. He woke up at a hospital, and by his side was his son and daughter. They had a little chat, adam saying that he wanted to hang out with them. His son declined the offer saying he had a plane to catch. Adam thought he was going to his honeymoon, but instead he was going to seal a contract so investment can go on.
A nurse suddenly cut in the conversation and told them visiting hours was over. And so his children left. But, he wasn't finished talking to them.
So he got out of the hospital bed and chased his children, he got outside, and it was raining hard, he saw his son and daughter hailing a car (which was their mother's) he chased them, slipped and shouted his sons name. Fortunately, his son saw him and ran to his side with an umbrella. He told his son that famil comes first, and that was when he died.
- the first scene I cried at was when he just figured out his dog died.
don't laugh, but it was pretty emotional for me.

so that's all for today :DDD

I'll take Jono's first Blog Post >:)

Since I really wanted to take the first, even though this isn't mine, I am think a lot. :3 Hey. Anne here. :] I named this blog. :) Cookie Monster. ♥ Lawl. I am feeling lazy to think of something nice to blog on my page that's why posted stuff here. >:) Anyway, I'm heading back to my home. I just thought of something stupid. Jaa. ~ :*

- Anne. :P