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Dear Shana,

I deleted the post earlier.

coz my conscience kept bugging me.

*ETERNAL SIGH*

sometime in the afternoon, after our oath-taking, I had the sudden urge to go online.

but I didn't open my FB due to, yeah.

So i kinda...

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I couldn't tell people how much it hurt..

I was scared.

I'm beginning to feel like Jack.

Sure he had himself, and he liked its company

and he solves problems with the help of himself

but,

This is reality,

I can't clone myself so I can build a pyramid of myself.

I felt more and more alone

guess it was time for me to move on without 'em

seeing that they don't seem to remember anymore.

It felt like they had already whooshed by..

and it hurt.

reading that made the wound open up much bigger.

it replaced the original "the most hurtful thing anyone has said to me"

which is "wala kang wala kang kwenta/you're useless/you're nothing"

and it even came from someone who had meant allot to me.

time to cut this nonsense HAHA :P

Truly yours,

Jono